Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Looking Within



Looking Within
Your mat is your mirror

I unroll my mat and prepare for today’s yoga practice.  Steve Ross’s voice on the TV welcomes students; then he kicks up his tunes as the practice begins.  He laughs and cracks jokes while guiding us through a series of poses - some easy, some difficult, and some downright frustrating.

I remained loyal to Steve and practiced every Monday thru Friday before heading into work.  Little by little, Steve’s voice became a whisper then it would disappear while I practiced.  I began to hear a new voice that would beg for a longer hip opening series or another back bend.  She knew exactly what I needed to heal what the previous day had broken.

I even began not turning on the TV, and just moving into what felt great for that particular morning.  On days my job was stressful, I would linger in child’s pose for several minutes.  On days when I treated my body well, I was energized and ready for a strong warrior sequence.  I didn’t exactly have a conversation with myself, but let the movement do the talking for me.

Our yoga mat is a reflection of our inner self.  When we step onto the mat, we are given an opportunity dive into our emotions, work out our demons, and find peace within.  Take Downward Facing Dog for example.  Go ahead and try it. 

Start anatomically – how do the hamstrings respond?  Is the weight in the hands too much?  Then begin to see how Down Dog is a reflection of how you are feeling.  Are you tense from the argument you had with your spouse and now your shoulders seem to lift up by your ears?  Is your body craving a deeper chest opening because you finally asked your boss you for a raise?  Move and sway in down dog as you experience the conversation.

My practices may have started 12 years ago, but they continue to change every day.  I encourage all of my students to feel their way through any yoga practice.  Yoga is a tool to help connect the breath, the mind and the body.  Each practice will be different than the one before.  Go ahead.  Step onto your mat and gaze into the mirror.

Monday, July 1, 2013

Am I Enough?



Am I Enough?
Accepting Yourself

Out of college, I started my “adult” life with a position with Kraft Foods.  I loved the thrill of sales and the camaraderie of a team.  I strived everyday to blast through my sales goals because I believed the next role would make me a little bit happier.

I spent the next nine years playing this game with myself.  Each time, I was disappointed when the new job didn’t feel that gap in my heart.  “What is wrong with me?” I thought countless times.  “Why can’t I just be happy with what I have?”  “Why can’t I accept me?”

Is life a struggle for you?  For many of us, we ask these questions all the time, but we continue to fight for the same life we have.  What if we surrendered, and let it unfold before us?  Like someone who has been suffering from back pain for a long time, he forgets what relief feels like.

List 5 things you are grateful to have in your life.  (Do it now!  I’m waiting……)  Write beside each item how it makes you feel.  (family = love, joy)  Sit quietly for a few moments feeling each emotion. Breathe in peace, and feel a calm rush over your body.  Breathe in happiness, and allow your entire body to lift with the corners of your mouth.  Use this list to help tune your body to feeling these emotions again, and then dive deeper into your soul.

Once you find the fullness of peace, love and joy within yourself, you won’t rely on other people, things, etc. to make you happy.  One taste of this freedom, and you will never want to go back.  The hardest step toward total acceptance is the first.